I’m just a girl living vicariously
Grew up in a black and white world
That’s against me.
Had big dreams to go far
Then life hit so freaking hard.
I relapsed into my old self
Tearing the pieces of the
Life I lived well.
Wishing to go back
Instead of living in this hell.
I created a shell
To protect me.
I’m just a guy
On autopilot
Wasting away as
My ego protects
My shame pulling
Me under my emotions
Overshadow my logic.
And I fell further
Towards the bottom
Wishing it would end.