midget

My ready defense is
self-deprecation.
Before you can stare,
I’ll tell a joke about my body.

Put you at ease,
it hurts me inside.
The boundary between humor
and reality is blurred.

My dwarfism as a disability
often comes into question.
Though its portrayal as your
entertainment does not.

It is my burden
to provide teachable moments.
My human perspectives
are what you see in a movie.

The well-meaning echo
“I forget that you are short”,
meant to be supportive
makes you oblivious to my struggles.

This identity denial
reduces my experiences.
How can you be an ally
to what you don’t believe you see?

Photo by Christian Widell on Unsplash

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Jodi Beckstine Killian is an author, content creator, and disability rights professional living in Florida. Born with hypochondroplasia and raised in a small Wisconsin town, she grew up knowing what it meant to be noticed before she was understood. Stares, discrimination, and cruel comments have shaped much of what she writes about, but so have resilience, humor, and the power of claiming one’s own story.

One thought on “midget

  1. This is so powerful! Each stanza brings new new insights and perspectives. Beautifully written, Jodie!

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