When you weren’t looking,
I slipped a piece of my heart,
its left ventricle, into your
suitcase. This chamber pumps
blood throughout the entire
body. Mine, yours, ours.
Waiting for a transplant,
Stan Larkin lived 555
days with no heart at all.
Carried artificial organ’s
power source inside a gray
backpack, and carried on.
I’m not as strong. If the left
ventricle fails, blood flows
backward, lungs fill with
fluid, organs swell. Living
without you is hell. Heart’s
paradox: it works harder,
grows weaker. Come home.
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Paula R. Hilton
Paula R. Hilton explores the immediacy of memory and how our most important relationships define us. Her work has been nominated for Best Small Fictions and has appeared in The Feminine Collective, The Sunlight Press, Writing In A Woman’s Voice, Dear Damsels, The Tulane Review, and elsewhere. Her novel, Little Miss Chaos, was selected as a Best Indie Teen Read by Kirkus, and her first poetry collection, At Any Given Second, received a Kirkus star. She holds an MFA from the University of New Orleans.
My heart breaks for this young girl ! It seems impossible for her to go on, with out the love of her life !