I tell her “not today” I tell her “watch me eat” She chuckles “sure you will feel free to try” I breathe deeply She’s...
eating disorders
The voice is telling me “You’re worthless” “You’re unlovable” “Starve yourself then maybe you could actually succeed at...
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Anorexia She’s there when no-one else is She’s my late night conversations when I’m too hungry to sleep She’s keeping me calm as I...
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Fatty, fatty two by four, can’t fit through the kitchen door. Their names and faces are lost in history, but their words remain my...
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As I sit here six months pregnant, I ponder about my life and what my existence has become. So many women have told me how beautiful the...
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Written by Nikki DuBose & Cherise Shaddix We are Nikki DuBose and Cherise Shaddix, two former models working to be role models for the...
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Picture it. It’s 4 pm on a Friday. I just drove 4 hours with two kids, working and trying to make to do lists in between the fighting and...
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I am no longer “too thin.” My clothes are no longer hanging from the bones protruding from my hips. I do not count ice cubes...
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Recently I came across a study that was done on the emotional health of fashion models. The study found that 68% of fashion models say they...
